ok, it's official.

i have past the point of no return..i have done no study, and tomorrow will be sitting the GAMSAT blind.
if i fail, i fail. if i pass, i pass.
but if i do pass, it will have more to do with luck and common knowledge than anything else.

i know i should have studied. i've done so much and come so far to give up on the home straight - but i truely am not ready to pass this monster and go back to uni. i'm not ready (just yet) to commit myself to a lifetime (or even 4 years) of studying..i mean, i do want to be a doctor..but i dont want to start that journey just yet.
i know what i'm like...if i try now...and succeed...i will just quit or deliberately screw it up.
so i'm going to mosey on into that exam in 9 hours...do the best i can do...and leave satisfied in the knowledge that i did indeen give it my best shot. and if by some bizarre twist of fate (or holy intervention) i still manage to pass..then...well...i will deal with that should it happen.



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