i am a bitch obsessed..and in about 43minutes i think i will have downloaded the LAST of the pink music videos available on kazaa...heh...how fucking proud of myself am I!!...

today is my first of 2 days off..and i feel a little undeserving as i've only just gone back to work after 2 weeks off..but at least it'll give me a chance to go to melbourne to visit rachel and alison. rach has gone into hospital to have her tonsils out, so i need to go take her flowers and presents and cheer her up...cuz i know i'd wanna be cheered up lots if i was stuck in hospital for a few days. some times i get bored working in one, so i can only imagine how much more boring those places are if you're stuck in there as an inmatepatient..heh..besides, it's been a while since i've had the chance to harass those two..i dont get to seem either of them nearly enough.
speaking of that..last nite i had another one of those "you have choose between her and sam" dreams...which always has me waking up feeling freaked out, because in the few times i've had similar dreams, i've always chosen her and walked away from sam..which is weird, because in real life, if ever put in that situation, i think i would have a really hard time not chooosing sam. but who knows what's really lurking down in my subconscious. i guess i adore the friendship that i have with her, which is why (in my dreams, at least) it's so easy to let go of sam's hand and walk in the other direction..

i just wish all of this sam stuff would leave my head (and heart)...it's too fucking stresssful.

anyway, i'm off to melbourne. yay..



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