i had a bit of a nap before..for something to do..a way to kill some time. but i dont think it was such a great idea cuz now i'm feeling all over-tired and stuff *yawn*..

i'm also feeling a bit sick.
since everything with he grrl started on friday, i have kinda lost my appetite. but before i really had a hankerin for somethin different...so i cooked up some 3minute beef flavoured rice, and topped it with a can of that stagg chilli an beans stuff. and now i dont think that was such a good idea...cuz my stomach is rumbling and i'm getting all kinds of weird feelings and urges *queasy look*..
but it was either the stagg and rice or more danish butter cookies...so yeah...either way i was probably going to end up queasy. but at least i've eaten something..even if there is a high probability it's going to give me the squits.

so yeah..

i misss the grrl alot...
i know i shouldn't...or at least, i shouldn't admit it...but i do...in fact, i'm missing her like crazy...and it's driving me to distraction.
despite all the bad stuff...i just can't stop thinkin about the good...which is also adding to my insane crazy thoughts...

but yeah..enough of that...

there's only 2 more sleeeps until christmas!!! yay...even though i've already opened most of my presents (laptop...perfume...clothes...books) there are still a few more lil surprises out in the lounge room for me...i know christmas isn't all about giving presents, but at the moment it's something nice to look forward to. i have a card here that i was supposed to send to sam for christmas...but i guess now it's probably a little *inappropriate*...so yeah...it'll probably keep right on siting here until i destroy it..
i'm not really looking forward to dealing with my family on christmas day (even more so if i'm still going to be in this evil antisocial mood by then)...so i think i'll go to melb...do the lunch thing..go hang with my nan at the nursing home for a few hours and then head back down here to a nice, quiet, empty house..
i'd also like to be able to see linnie on christmas day...because i've seen her every christmas day since i met her, and i don't really wanna break that tradition...

anyway..i think that this stagg really isn't agreeing with me...



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