*singing to myself*
"...baby...it's 3a.m i must be lonely..."
ok...so it's only 2a.m - but i think y'all get my drift..

i think i've picked up and glanced over at my phone about 1,000 times tonite...just waiting to see an sms or missed call...just to know that she's ok..
i know her..
i know what she's like when she's drunk..and also when drukeness is paired with anger or hurt...and the thought of that worries me...which is why i'm hoping so much to hear from her..

i think i've sent her about 15sms's..and there are also 2 voicemails and a few missed calls...so tomorrow, when she actually looks at her phone (if she hasn't already - but i'm choosing to believe that her phone is out of reach) she's going to be pissed off that i've clogged her phone up with so much shit..
*shrugs*..
i had thought about not sms'ing or calling at all..but that'd make me just as bad as her - letting her feel unloved and uncared for..and i dont wanna do that..

mmmm...

anyway...i probably should sleep...

my phone is not going to ring...

least not for the next 12 hours, anyway..

i hope she's ok...




0 comment so far..