waffle...

august 3 - control [2003-08-03 @ 3:16 p.m.]

..surprise you to find that i'm laughing.. you thought that you'd find me in tears..

i can't stop listening to poe's "control"..

it kinda reminds me about how i feel about everything that's gone on with the grrl.

..why you were looking the other way..while you had your eyes closed...while you were lickin your lips..cuz i was miserable..
i was taking control

it's very much a fuck you song, only i don't really wanna say "fuck you" to her, because i am no longer angry and hurt.

i feel empowered..

without meaning or wanting to sound awful or horrid..i am simply relieved.
and at peace..

i spoke to her this morning..and while it was good to hear her voice, it was great to know that there were no longer any expectations (on either behalf)..
it's wonderful..

i only hope she's feeling the same way..

..you thought you could keep me from lovin..you thought you could feed on my soul...but while you were busy destroying my life, what was half of me has become whole..

i have taken CONTROL

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