ok..so i'm a pathetic little sod..

about 1/2an hour ago, i sms'd her asking if it was too late for me to call her, because i really felt like hearing her voice..and so far, i've had no reply..

who knows, maybe she's in the shower, or she's really asleep, or her phone is off..

whatever the case, it just feels like another dose of rejection..

so i'm making a deal with myself..

i'm going to stop thinking and talking about the grrl..i'm going to let her leave my life..i'm going to erase any traces of her from my world..


and in return, i will move on and live a wonderfully happy life..
*taking a deep breath*
mind you, it may not work out that way, but for now, i'm going to try and stick with it.

also, i'm going to start a swear jar, and any time i mention her name in here, i'm going to add $1...so i'm either going to end up with lots of money to finance my upcoming road trip to sydney (yes yes, i'm getting away for a while)..or..

i'm going to get over her.

either way, it'll be good..



*slamming shut that chapter of my life*





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