really, someone should write to the drug companies praising the therapeutic benefits of mcdonalds!!

last nite...when i made my last entry, i was absolutely dying..and then the grrl took me to mc d's and i had a quarter pounder, large fries and 6 nuggets, and no less than an hour later i was ready to go out and party...hahaha....

and we did..

the grrl, alison and i all went out to the good 'ol classy glassy. really grrls, if you're even in melbourne you need to go there just once. it's a hideous little place, but the who'se-who of melbourne muff-divers all seem to flock there as if it were some kind of queer mecca. and last nite was no exception.
cuz i was sick yesterday (and was waiting for some kinda relapse last nite) it made sense for me to be the responsible designated driver...but it was kinda funny watching all those around me get drunker and drunker, and slowly become sillier and sillier...the grrl had a few more than she normally does...which was good, because she really let her hair down and had some fun. i haven't seen her quite that jovial for a while now..and her and alison were getting along better than i think i have ever seen them..

my ex (elly) was there celebrating her 27th birthday...which made me realize that i, too, am getting older *ack*...i was only 18 when elly and i got together...and when i did the math, it certainly didn't seem as if 7 years had passed....fuck....sometimes even i have to remind myself that i'm not a teenager anymore...
but anyway..
it was nice seeing her...seeing that she's happy and doing well for herself and all that jazz...

but anyway..

the grrl and i had a fantastic nite last nite...we didn't really go much...just kinda sat there and laughed and talked and flirted and what not...and it was absolutely brilliant...
she told me last nite that she doesn't even look at other girls anymore..and that she couldn't imagine ever sleeping with anyone but me..
it made my heart melt..
and i was so glad that i was sober at that point, so that i could really appreciate what she was saying...she also told me that she wasn't just saying it cuz she was drunk..and you know something? i truely believed her....
because i couldn't imagine ever touching someone other than her...

she's my one.



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