yesterday mum dropped me off at the train station early. normally i catch the 3pm train out so that sam can pick me up from dande at about 5:30. but yesterday, i bumped into Ant on the train and decided to get on the early one with her, afterall, we both enjoy each others company.
i'm glad i did get on the early train, because i ended up catching up with kate, and the grrl came into the city and met us and we all had a nice dinner out in brunswick. and it was really nice.
i'm glad that the grrl came out with us, too..because it's been a while since the four of us have all done something together, and i was beginning to worry that some bridges had burned beyone recognition. but it turned out that they hadn't..*smiling*..
it was good seeing kate and ant again...especially considering how much time we all used to spend together, and not having spent any together these last few months. so yeah...i'm glad that mum dropped me off early and i got on that early train.

today, while our women were at work, Ant and I cought up in the city and hung out for a few hours. I like hanging out with Ant, because she's one of those people who doesn't feel compelled to constantly yak..so we can enjoy each others company in peace and quiet..i was going to stick around in the city with her longer and wait for kate to finish up...but i really just wanted to get home and be back before the grrl got in from work.
i'm such a sap..*laughing*..

last nite was a good nite though. after we got in from dinner, we just curled up on the mattress that has taken overour lounge room floor, and we snuggled into each other and watched tv.
although i had planned on talking to her, i didn't really say much, but i did manage to tell her that she meant the world to me, and that i was sorry i acted like such a jerk. it wasn't much of an apology, but it was heartfelt.
i also told her that i never wanted to lose her. i was on the verge of crying when i said that to her, but i held it together pretty good.
coz really, the thought of losing her scares me senseless..

anyway, on a scary note, i logged into my uni mail today and my exam dates are up...ack..i have 4 exams..all between the 16th and 20th of june. fuck fuck fuck..and i still haven't finished my 2 assignments.

so much for me not procrastinating anymore. now i really need to pull my head in and finish them, so that i'll have at least 2 weeks to study



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