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dannii


february 18 [2002-02-18 @ 3:47p.m.]

well, i'm back home and as usual i'm missing sam already [am i pathetic, or what???].
i left melbourne on the 8am train this morning, and kater picked me up in morwell just before 10. it's good spending time with kater. these days it seems as if we just never get enough time together [nevermind that we spent a few hours together on friday arvo]
but i digress..
we spent most of the morning at linnie's so that kater could fix her computer, and after that we went househunting. after doing a few laps of morwell, kater found 4 houses that she'd like to inspect. one of them [the best one] is 2 doors down from where elly and i lived back in 1997. *flashback* it was weird going back there...it's been over 4 years since i've been on that estate - and funnily enough, not much had changed. so tomorrow, i think we're going to go check out the inside of the place. i hope she gets that place..it's in a nice part of town and it's close to everything.
but yeah..
after kater and i finished with the househunting, i came home and got online...mmm...the girl was online and we started chatting. all was good until she asked me about my day and i told her i'd been to linda's *sighing* i know sam has a problem with linda. i know this and i respect this. but i can't do much to help it.
yeah sure linda and i have a past..
pfft
but now we're ex's..now we're friends and i'm head-over-heels in love with sam.
mind you, it's not like i'm always at linda's. apart from today and friday, i think i've seen linda twice in the last month. hell, i hardly even speak to her on the phone anymore..
it wasn't only a linda thing tho, as i know sam was having a bad day...but still, i don't see why she has to get narky with me. hell, i get narky every now and then, and with the exception of getting a little sulky and quiet, i don't go taking it out on her.
ok....so maybe sometimes i take things out on her that i shouldn't - but i can guarantee that it's not very often. i love sam..there's certainly not problem with what i feel for her. but sometimes i just wish she wasn't so...so...*looking for the right word* moody..moody and tempramental. i love her, and she makes me so very happy 99.99% of the time...but sometimes [like that 0.01%] she just makes me wanna give her a little tap upside the head and say - get over it. mmmmm funny thing is, tho - sometimes i have no idea just what it is she has to get over.

-dannii

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