i have thought long and hard on this..

in fact, i've thought of nothing else for the last week..
but i know myself..and i know when it's time to bow out gracefully..and now is that time..

she is at work..and i am here, pretty calm and not angry...i've been packing my stuff, and hopefully will be all done before she gets home, so that i can just exit quietly..

not because i'm a coward...but rather because i've lost all desire to fight.

i just want to start again..with someone else..someone who i can give everything they need, and who will do the same for me in return.

i'm sick of one-sided relationships..

and i don't deserve to be in one..



she can have her work..and her computers...and her chatting...and her little friend.
she can have it all..

but she can not have me...as i will no longer give most of my all to someone who gives me so little..



i also probably wont be online for a while. this is her internet connection, and if i know anything about her, she'll have changed the password long before i make it back to mum's..
she's stingy like that..





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