ok..so i'm still procrastinating when i really should be highlighting important journal articles to paraphrase and squeeze into my essay plan..but instead i'm hooked on the movie that mum's watching in the background.

it's a love story..a real love story..about a real guy that met a real girl and found true love.
at the time they got together, everything was against them..their friends, their family, pretty much the whole bloody world. yet they held on.
they held on to each other and to their love and they built something that (ironically) is only ever shown in the movies.

i know it's just a movie. but it's a movie based on the real events of a real life and it shows me that there is hope for pathetic creatures like myself *laughs*

i'd be lying if i tried telling you all i was completely happy with my life as it is. while i am happy, i'm certainly far from complete. at the risk of sounding sad (which i'm not) or pathetic (which i very well could be) - i miss not having someone to share it all with. sure, i have mum and the pog monster. i come home very night from work and entertain them with tales of my day..but i do want a little bit more than that.
i'm getting older, and i crave intimacy in a way that i never have before...
but..
err...yeah...
*scratching my head*

i should be working.



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