so maybe..maybe i almost have something worthwhile to say..
maybe..
about a month ago i wrote of someone that made me giddy, giggly, and gave me goosebumps..in the time between then and now, i became so overwhelmed with fear brought on by the prospect of falling in love with someone that lives too far away, that i quashed any thoughts of a potential romance..until last week.
last week i had some sort of epiphony..
i sat bolt uproght from what was a very peaceful sleep, and realised that i was being a dick. i could very well have been letting *ms right* walk out of my life just because she wasn't the girl next door.
i can't really go into much detail in here...
but after coming to my senses i decided that i was going to work at getting things back on some sort of a track, and i was going to sit back and see what the future holds.
and just to make it that little bit easier, and to diminish the distance thin - she's taking the week off work to come dwn here and spend with me and my family.
so there ya have it...very possibly the beginning of finally having something woth writing about.
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jul 2 - fuckers
jun 13 - bored
may 11 - GAMSAT
april 20 - adios
apr 13 - babble