so i'm still feelin like a trucker whore..but at least it's subsided a tad..and i'm not as evilly randy as i was feeling last nite *L* which is good..
i feel better about this whole thing with sam..and have decided that if i can not go back, i shall move forward...and moving forward is exactly what i'm planning on doing..
for too long i've held on to this dream...and it's time to let go and let loose...
so..
me being the big ol tart that i am..have asked an old friend out to dinner to see where it goes..not that it'll probably go anywhere..but at least now i can go out and tart and flirt and not feel as if i am cheating..
and really..
although it's only been a few days...really...things with sam and i have truely beeen over for a while now..only i was too blinded to see it..
so yeah..
i'm not going to sleep with this chick, though *laughs*...i adore her too much to do that with her..
but i have fun with her...she makes me laugh...and she makes me feel special...
and at the moment, that is what i am craving..
besides, we have known each other forever so there is nothing akward between us..cuz we all know how i hate awkwardness...hehe...so yeah...i am looking forward to it.
today's horoscope
"Romance should pick up speed today, dear Aquarius, as you could discover that you and a current or potential romantic partner have many spiritual interests in common. You might decide to attend some lectures or workshops on one of these subjects together. Take care, however, not to plan too much at once, for one or both of you could eventually run into conflicts and end up disappointing each other. Schedule a few and stick to your plans. You won't regret it!"
now let's just hope it's true..
jul 2 - fuckers
jun 13 - bored
may 11 - GAMSAT
april 20 - adios
apr 13 - babble