i hate that when things start looking sunnier...i let my ego get in the way and make things moody again..

i do not know why sam and i so easily turn on a dime and go crazy at each other at the drop of a hat..and i wish so much that we wouldn't...especially not after so many days of awfulness *sigh*...

i fear that one day soon she will get sick of my demands (and me of hers) and that we'll just throw in the towel..afterall, we've done it before - so it's not like it's that hard. but one of these days we will just not come back for a second chance..





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