yes, i'm a whinging whore..but i just can't stop writing..

i'm still kinda bugged by the fact that sam and skank went to the movies..and to top it off, they saw tomb raider which has now just totally ruined it for me *sigh*..angelina will never be the same again.
ever.

we had planned on seeing it on monday nite, but after i had my lil freak out at 3am on saturday morning she figured she was never gonna see me again so she went with skank..pfft...

is anyone else picking up the vibe that i downrightfuckingloath that bitch??
mmmmmm
this much anger can't be healthy..
nor can the insane amount of cheese-spread that i just wolfed down be *more sighs*..

i'm sittin here thinkin that i should just head off to bed cuz if i sleep when i wake up sam might be here..(yeah yeah, dream on, dannii)..but...then i think i should stay up incase she is on her way down and has been held up..
which really...is quite delusional
not cuz i'm bitching about her, but rather i know sam and i know that if she isn't here by now then she simply isn't coming..

i probably shouldn't write this..cuz god knows who'se gonna read it, but this is my diary and i refuse to be held back in fear of who'se in the audience..but i must say i'm currently all paranoid that..well...actually i wont say it...but i do really hope that if sam isn't on her way down here then she's safely wrapped up in bed - but she could have called to let me know..just so i would have actually known she wasn't on her way driving down here in the dark..

i've been sitting here at my computer, occasionally glancing out the window since 7.30 just waiting waiting waiting...even though she never really gave me a reason to think she'd come down here..

maybe she is right...

maybe i do expect too much and nothing that she ever does will make me happy..

ok, i'm gonna stop being a whinging ass now..

</whinge>

ending music: 'time running' - tegan and sara



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