there are 5 stages of grief..

turns out, that at the moment, i am only in #2 - anger. so i still have bargaining and depression to look forward to before i reach acceptance.

great..

i think i'll be able to skip bargaining...because, really, there's nothing i wanna bargain with or for.
i don't want it to go back..
i don't want it to go forward, either..
i don't want her, or anything to do with her.
she's not the grrl i love.
she's a far cry from that, and i doubt she could ever climb up on to that pedestal again.

i was chatting with her ex, tonite..and she knows so much more about the grrl than i do. so fucking much more. they spent 2 months together. we spent almost 2 years. and i know nothing about her.

that, is one big-ass kick to the head.



but it really doesn't matter anymore..

by the time tomorrow comes, she'll probably hate me..anyway



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