it's almost quarter past 6, and i'm still not even dressed..i'm supposed to be at the hospital by 7am, which means leaving here just after 7, but i so can't be fucking fucked this morning...so i'm going to go in late.
i was thinking about not even going in at all, but today's the day that we get our mid-month evaluations, and jo (lecturer chick) is coming in to check up on us, and i have a venipuncture inservice to go to...
so yeah...maybe i did pick a bad day to come down with the "i can't be fucked's"..
last nite i got home after an awful night (have i mentioned before that i really fucking hate it there?)..and all i was looking forward to was just unwinding with the grrl...but no...she was too fucking busy with her laptop to even get up and ask "how was your day?"...
"that's pretty petty to get wound up about", you're all probably thinking...but there's more...and i just can't be fucked getting into it in here.
so i went to bed...with the absolute sulks...no goodnite kiss to her, no nothing...and she didn't even bother (again) to get up and see what was wrong...
she either knew she'd hurt and pissed me off, or she just thought i was being a total asshole and decided she wasn't interested in whatever it was that had crawled up my ass..
but whatever the case...when she did finally come to bed, she didn't say good nite or even try to come near me...so yeah..
this morning i had every intention of going in on time, but after my shower and figured i really couldn't be fucked..and i thought if i crawled back in to bed she might see something was still up and ask me if i was ok...
but no..
nothing..
although, she did ask me if i wanted a kiss, which i thought was a pretty fucking stupid question considering she kisses me every morning...i had hoped she would have started a conversation..but she didn't...and at 5:50am she left for work.
so i'm guessing she was running too late to care about my woes *yes yes, insert terribly sarcastic tone here as she normally doesn't leave until about 7*..
oh how i just love being cared about
*more sarcastic tones*...
anyway...i'm sick of feeling like a hard-done-by sorry ass...i really should go fix my hair and get dressed and get back to the hell-hole..
*ugh*...traffic at this time of day is going to be fucking hellish...oh well...the longer it takes to get there, the less time i am on the ward...
oh yeah..happy 4th july
ending music: "tainted love" - marilyn manson (yup..there is lotsa mr manson in my playlist)
0 comment so far..
jul 2 - fuckers
jun 13 - bored
may 11 - GAMSAT
april 20 - adios
apr 13 - babble