bleh...i'm back at uni. for some reason, i just felt that i couldn't possibly deal with mum and pog tonite, so i'm hiding out here in the IT computer lab..heh..

i feel bad though..because they (ma and pog) just wanna talk to me. they both long for me to sit down and have lenghty and involved conversations with them about their boring days. but i just.cant.bring.myself.to..

i love them..
lord knows i do..

and i even took pog out before so that we could actually bond and do some cool aunt/nephew stuff (ok...so i lie...i let him go to the library with me, and then he sat on a computer in this very lab looking at this while i checked my email)..but right now...right now i just need some quiet time.
some dannii time.
some time where i can stare blankly at a computer screen and listen to marilyn manson on my minidisk player and not have to acknowledge anything.
anything, that is, except for the young baby-dyke education student who keeps on turning around and looking at me.
great...i'm being perved on by some baby dyke and i haven't had a hair cut and i look like shit..
mmm...well...come to think of it - maybe she's not perving...i'm like looking at the sun coz i look so hideously horrible atm. you know how you shouldn't look at the sun (cuz it'll fry your eyes) but sometimes you just can't stop yourself??
well maybe that's what baby-dyke is doing..

maybe she's never seen a dyke with bad hair like how i have at the moment...hahaha....

but yeah..

i feel great sitting in this lab knowing that everyone around me is working madly to get all their end of semester stuff in - and i, dannii, handed my last piece of assessable work in this morning....yyeeeeeeeeeee..hawwwwwwwww..
fuck it feels good to no longer having assignments hanging over my head (and just for now, i'm going to ignore the fact that while i might not have any assignments to do, i do have 4 exams to study for)..

i wanna go home to the grrl. i just wanna jump in my car, drive back to melbourne, and crawl into bed and snuggle up behind her.
hell...if i had petrol (or even money for petrol) i would..i definately would...i'd even drive back down here in the morning for my research lecture..*sighs*..
but i can't.
well...i could if i asked mum for $10...but i think she's as broke as i am at the moment. fucking i'm so over this uni life. mind you, austudy has been more than enough for me to live on over the last 6 years - but now...now the closer it gets to graduating and earning some real money, the more i find that what money i do get is not enough..
mmm..they told me this would happen..

anyway, it's getting late and i dont wanna get stuck at uni all nite...maybe i should go home and engage in that conversation with mum and pog...

besides - baby dyke is creeping me out.

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