our weekend had been good...the grrl had thursday and friday off, and we'd both been looking forward to spending an extra long extended weekend together (especially considering she's worked the last 3 weeks straight)..but last nite we got a little narky at one another, and now i'm here at home, and she's gone out to her newphews..

ya know, i'm an aquarius...i'm a pretty easy-going and blase creature...but if you criticise or offend me personally, then chances are i wont be as understanding or forgiving. and last nite the grrl said a little something that hurt my feelings, and now, this morning, over 12 hours later, i still couldn't bring myself to look at her or talk to her..which is soooo typically aquarian.
and what makes it worse, and pisses me off more, is that she doesn't even know why i'm so pissy. mind you, i dont exactly make it any easier by *telling* her...but i just figure if you say something nasty enough to hurt someones feelings and make them roll over and ignore you all nite long, then you should at least be able to remember what it is that was said.

as i said before, i don't often get hurt or pissy, especially not with the grrl..but there are some things (especially being criticised) and that's it, i go off on my own little silent warpath.
and the bad thing is, i can quite easily stay in one of these silent and sulking moods for days. even longer if the person who pissed me off has no idea (1) that they've even pissed me off, or (2) how they actually did it...

i got out of bed this morning....came into the lounge room...and was almost over my little sulk until the grrl came in here ranting and raving about me "ruining our weekend"...it is one thing to be offended, but then to have the *offender* come in and make everything sound like it's my fault, well that makes it about a zillion times worse...*grrrr*...

but yeah...

things will either go one of two ways when she gets home. she'll either be extra pissed at me for daring to hold a grudge against her, or she'll have realized why i was so hurt, and it'll all be good. and i'm really not in the mood for some kind of battle, so i'm hoping it's the latter..

anyway...it's too early for all this on a sunday morning..

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