sydney rocked..

ok, so we weren't there very long, and we reallly didn't do very much, but it was just good to get away for a weekend..

it was a long trip home, though...and as much as i missed sam while i was away, i had no idea what to expect when i got home..but it was good..

we had long talks...llooooooooong talks...ab out me, and her and our relationship...but my only regret is that it all didn't come sooner. coz i feel like i've crossed some kinda line, and i honestly don't know if i can go back.

especially with the whole alison issue..even though alison haven't ever done anything, the thought is there, and that alone is enough for me to know something is wrong. although, the grrl assures me it's totally normal to look at other chicks...but it's not just the looking that worries me, it's the fact that, if put in the position, i might actually do something..

but yeah..i'm babbling now..

it's all very fucked.



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