thankfully my first morning of classes wasn't as painful as i thought it was going to be. inf act, i was surprised at how many familiar faces were there repeating the same classes. it's nice to know that i'm not going to be the only dunce *chuckle*
my timetable's not as bad as i thought it was going to be, either. basically, i'm there for 3 whole days and just the mornings on thursdays. then for 3 fridays a semester i have entire day workshops. so i pretty much get to spend 4 nites a week at home with the grrl..
sam's a bit worried that it's going to be a lot of travelling back and forward for me throughout the semester, but i think it'd be harder for me to spend all my time up here and only see her on weeekends. this last weekend we spent together was just fantastic. we got to spend lots of time together in bed just kisssing and cuddling, and it was perfect. it's been a while since we've both been like that, and i can't wait for us to be like it again.
listening to: 'Heart Lies' the waifs
just to go off topic a bit here, i've gotta say that i'm a little disappointed in linda. well, actually, *disappointed* really isn't the right word - but i don't know what the *right* word is, so it'll have to suffice for now. i know that linda and i have had our differences in the past, but i'm really surprised that i haven't heard from her in the last week..
she was the first person i called after hearing about dad, coz i wanted her to come over here to be with mum, but she couldn't coz she was working..i understand that, i don't expect anyone to drop everything for me..but i did think she'd have come over or at the very least called mum..if i knew that day what i know now, i wouldn't have called her..now all i feel like is a fucking idiot.
in the 2 years that linda and i spent together, my folks did a fair bit for her and the kids..not that i expect a damned medal for them, but some respect, maybe even condolences, would have been nice. i really did expect to see linda at dad's funeral. not for me, coz i'm not interested, but for my mum and out of respect for my father. about 3 weeks ago dad asked me why linda didn't come over anymore for cups of tea, and when i explained that linda and i didn't have much to do with each other anymore, he seemed genuinely hurt. he liked her and chris..and he enjoyed the few times she came over for a cuppa..all in all dad liked linda..
but that's it now..i haven't heard from her in the last week, and i've realised that i don't want to hear from her ever again. should she call, i don't think that i could be rude - but i will make it as clear as i can that i no longer want to hear from her or have anything to do with her. the linda that i knew and loved died a long time ago..
but again, that's enough about that..
listening to: 'addicted' faithless
anyway, i'd better cook myself some lunch and sort my books out and head back to uni. thankfully i live within walking distance, so i won't have to spend these great big 5 hour breaks on a monday stuck over @ campus..
i think i'll make a nurse out of myself yet
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jul 2 - fuckers
jun 13 - bored
may 11 - GAMSAT
april 20 - adios
apr 13 - babble