ok..so maybe after yesterday, telling the grrl that i'm heading off the canberra next weekend wasn't the best thing to do..*slapping my forhead*
i just got off the phone from her, and i really feel like i'm being the world's worst girlfriend at the moment..i mean, after yesterday, and me not staying in melbourne with her, and now telling her i'm off on a road trip...but sometimes i just want to do something different..afterall, it's not like i run off with my friends each and every weekend..
last weekend sam and i did make plans to spend this weekend and next weekend at home together and just hang out..but then after yesterday our plans for this weekend just kinda rolled over and died...and then yesterday kater asked me if i'd like to go to canberra with them so my spending next weekend with sam kinda rolled over, too..
i dunno..at the moment, i'm feeling like nothing sam and i do for each other is good enough, or that everything we do do is wrong..and from our phone conversation, i'm getting the feeling that sam's feeling that way, too...i don't know why things are like this at the moment..and i don't want them to be...but i don't know exactly what it is that's wrong, in order to work it out and make it right again...and it's really fucking frustrating..
i need a drink..
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