god life just keeps on getting better and better and better....

hell - just when i thought that things couldn't get any better, they do..

things with the girl and i are great...fantastic...wonderful...amazing...it's insane, i am just so happy and i don't really give a shit about anything else at the moment...not my insae family...or my truckload of uni work...or anything

call me obsessed, but i just can't see past this woman. she is fantastic...and i'm not just saying that coz we're are in the *honeymoon* phase of a new relationship...i'm saying it because she is. she is sooooo much not like any of the other chicks that i've been with, and that actually kinda scares me - but in a good way.

it's only been just over 2 weeks since our first *date* and already so much has happened. never before have i ever moved so fast with a girl, but it's different with her - she makes me completely comfortable with my self...even in ways that i couldn't be after 2 years in a relationship with linda.

sex...nakedness...even love...i have no issues about any of those 3 things with her. for just over 2 years linda and i fought (for some reason or another) about one of those 3 things, but now i just don't hold back.

in the last week...sam and i have spent over half of it together. i went down to melbourne on friday afternoon, and that nite the girl and i stayed in a motel in St Kilda. it was really nice to spend some time together away from other people. not that i mind other people or that i want her exclusively to myself, but it was just nice knowing that there was no one other than the two of us.

then on saturday nite we drove down here for the rainbow room. as much as i normally hate that place, i knew this month was going to be different as it would be the first time that i'd be out with anyone other than linda. that's the one thing i hate about still living up here...everyone looks at me and sees me as *linda's dannii*....i'm not linda's dannii...and haven't been that for a very long time. i am dannii...and i am so much different now than i have ever been.

but i gotta say...it did feel a little weird being with the girl and looking around and seeing linda with nikki and renee with joh. it was just like there were too many sets of ex's in too small of a room (god....i reckon if elly and colin were there, it would have been complete *mischevoius giggle*. not that i really care about who was there or who can see me, as as long as sam and i are happy i really couldn't give a rats ass about anyone else. life is too short and people just need to build bridges and get over their issues...well, that's what i'm thinking, anyway...

it was good though, as the girl and renee made peace - which was a huge load of my mind. not that i really cared about renee's thoughts on the girl and i, but i didn't want her to have an issue with the fact that my new girlfriend is her ex. hell, i couldn't give a shit if linnie got with any of my friends, but i do know how special that the girl was to renee. but anyway...after almost 4 hours of ignoring each other, they made up and everything seems to be good.

on sunday a very tired girl and i managed to collect all our shit and head back to melbourne to spend the nite at her place. being melbourne cup weekend-thingy, the girl's folks were heading down to the coast, so we thought that'd we'd take advantage of an empty house and get to know each other some more *grinning*....god damn i love getting to know this girl!

but i think i've already said more than enough...and i'm tired...*yawn*

i tell ya...getting to know this girl really is exhausting *grinning to myself*

so i'm gonna go sleep for the next week.

until then

~dannii

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