but it was a great nite...i was my usualy mischevious self, hell, i think i was actually more mischevious than ever...*chuckling* but it was great.
after the RR closed a few of us went back to linnies and spent the night there. it was a good nite..linda and i are getting back to being comfortbale enough with flirting with each other (well, i don't wanna speak on her behalf, but i know i am becoming comfortable with her again) - and i think that if people didn't know better they would think we were a couple *hehehe* especailly the way we flirt.... but it's fun playing around with linda...and nikki.
when everyone went to bed i got online so that i could chat to kylie, but seeings as the computer is in linda's bedroom i didn't get to chat as long as i wanted to. linda and nikki were both as horny as hell, and while i was more than preparred to sit there and listen to them while i chatted - i don't think linda was too turned on with the thought of that *hehehe*. but i don't think that nikki would have minded .
it was weird though, sitting in my old bedroom...chatting on the computer...while the woman that i spent so long loving was fucking around with someone else....actually...it was almost erotic in a weird kinda way
it didn't hurt though.
thank god.
i wasn't even jealous.
well..i was jealous...but not because linda was having sex with someone other than me. i was jealous just because i wasn't getting any *laughing* hell, while the thought of a relationship still terrifies me, the thought of sex is pretty darn good..hehehe. i just want the good old-fashioned non-committal kind. where i can just lick, get licked, and go home without worrying about heartstrings. i don't want to fall in love. i don't want anyone to fall in love with me. i don't want to be responsible for anyone other than myself - but i am human, and i want sex.
the problem is, that there aren't actually many people out there that i want to have sex with...mmmm...
yes, yes, i know that this poses some what of a problem for me.
but i have been looking...there are a few people up here that i would quite happily like to do nothing but sleep with, but the problem is that two of them are in a relationship..another actually lives with a chick who has a crush on me (and i couldn't do that to her) and the other chick...well...she lives about 1,000km's away. so yeh...i know, i've got a bit of a problem.
oh well..for now i'll just have to masturbate.
~dannii
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