it is official...i am a cunt...i've just gone and done the one thing to ange that i didn't think i'd ever be able to do to anybody...
i am such an asshole...i should never have told her i liked her...i should have just let things go how they were going...so she would have been oblivious to what i felt and i would have been able to just sort the shit out in my head...it's funny, coz it's not even like to to make the first move and tell someone that i like them...i am usually the one who just waits for someone else to make the first move...but i don't wanna think about it no more...i am getting a head ache
linda, nicky, renee and joh all came over before - which was a bit of a nice surprise...but the funny thing is, in amongst everything that has gone on over the last few weeks i really don't miss them...i mean, i love seeing them and i appreciate their company when we are all together - but i wouldnt say i actually long for it...and that is such a great way to feel. coz i used to worry that i would be the outkast who would live a terribly lonely life...but now i know that there is life outside of morwell, and it's great.
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jul 2 - fuckers
jun 13 - bored
may 11 - GAMSAT
april 20 - adios
apr 13 - babble