oh fuck i hope i don't fail...
anywho.
you know what i've been thinking about a lot lately [apart from her]?? i have been thinking that i need to go back thru every different stage in my life and rebuild any bridge that i may have ever burnt...this new found feeling started the other day when i bumped into elly..
despite all this crazy shit that's going on in my head [not to mention my life] - i just want peace. i want peace with everyone.
i want to right every wrong...undo any pain i've caused...apologise to every person i've ever pissed off...and just be happy. yeah, yeah...i know i sound like some little schizophrenic love child..but i just crave happiness at the moment.
the other nite i dragged simone and leanne off to visit my ex-ex girlfriend, sharee...after 2 years i just walkted back in her life like nothing had ever happened - and we were so friendly...
then later on that night i dragged them off to visit another friend that we'd all fallen out with...and while she didn't greet us quite as openly as sharee did, it was nice knowing that we left her house all knowing that the past was the past.
tonight before linda and i went to the pub to watch nikki we stopped off at colin's house. it was the first time in over a year that i have ever gotten out of the car and actually gone in the house...i went in hoping that we could also make our peace - but he was in the shower. it felt strange being in that house again...nothing had changed and it was like walking into a time warp...it's a pity he was in the shower tho...because i have so much to say to him...well, not that i'd ever really say it - but i would like to make amends. afterall, i am the little whore than ran off with his wife and made his world turn upside down..but i think he knows that there really are no ill feelings between us...col and i used to be great mates...it's just a pity that circumstances couldn't have been different.
but yeah - that is my last rant for the nite.
i need sleep.
cheers
~dannii
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