that last little piece was originally written in the present tense (you know, "love" instead of "loved"..."i" instead of "i would have"...but i figured not that i no longer ride that rollercoaster that it should be in the past tense...

it doesn't sound as good..but ya get that *shrug*

at the moment, i am supposed to be studying for my science exam...1hour and 35minutes to go...fuck that's not very long to cram 4 weeks worth of 12 lectures in..but oh well..i am not being defeatest, but i figure if i don't know enough now then i never will.

i spent the nite at linda's last nite..it was nice...it's always nice... but it was good not feeling the urge to hug her...to hold her...to just snuggle into her in bed.

she snuggled into me when she got into bed (she was at nikki's until about midnite)...i don't know how long she was there before i had to move. i didn't move coz i wanted her off of me - i was just in some bizarre uncomfortable position...typical. but it's nice knowing that she can just lounge on me...use me as a foot stool..or cuddle in if she gets cold. it's no longer sexual - i think i am so far above and beyond that now...and it's good.

besides...i have my eye on someone else..

oh god - now that should get some curiosities going.

~dannii

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