Daily Horoscope by Astrology.com
Sunday March 27, 2005
Aquarius
"An elder who's been giving you a hard time for days now -- or even weeks -- may not really be all that diabolical. They might only be trying to get you to show the world what you've got. Think about it."

i certainly hope that there is some truth in this and that there is a reason behind why she is being such an utter and complete cunt.

alternating between being arrogant and ignorant is acceptable..but when she tries to make me look unprofessional when it's unwarranted then that is something entirely different.

never before in my life have i done something that i've regretted..never..ever...until now. until her.
if i could turn back time and not ever have gone near her then i would. i would undo it all and make it so her little life could go back to exactly how it was before i turned her world upside down.
i know i am partially responsible for all of this - and that's the worst part. she was the forbidden fruit, and so i had to have it. i persued it. so it's mostly my fault.
she was my best friend, mentor and lover..and well, now she's just an asshole..

/end rant.

i dreamt of the grrl last night. it was a lovely dream...full of hugs and kisses...and i woke up smiling knowing that i can still dream about her and not necessarily want to be with her..so yeah..while it was very nice to dream of her...it was just as nice to wake up alone *smiling*.



mmmm...is it obvious what i'm thinking about at the moment???







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