*in my best bridget jones voice*

"..day 5 of diet. still haven't chucked it in. haven't lost any weight, either. but definately feeling better about self.."

which really, sums it up in a nutshell.
i know it's only been 5 days, but i really am feeling quite proud of myself for not giving in and breaking open a pepsi or chowing down on a mars bar. and it might just be mind over matter, but i'm feeling a lot better..a lot healthier. today at work i ran up and down the stairs countless times and i my heart rate didn't even change. it felt good...and i've been walking each night after work.

now if only i was as committed to saving money as i am to being healthy..i'd be a very happy girl indeed. but i just can't do it.
i try and i try and i try...and i always end up seeing something that i just have to have.
take earlier on as an example..i was sitting here listening to random songs on winamp...and was quite disgusted with how shitty they sounded thru my laptop. so with 10minutes to get to the store before it closed, i raced down the street and spent $100 on computer speakers..*laughs*..it's such a fucking compulsion!!..

but at least the music sounds good!!!!

anyway..i'm heading out to karaoke tonite for the hot doctors final farwell..which should be fun. only i've definately decided i wont be drinking and will be having an early night because of work tomorrow...with all the money i"ve spent recently< i need to work all the hourse i can



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