ok..so i've been sprouting on and on over the last few weeks about how wonderful she is and how much i love her...but sometimes i've just gotta *kick my desk* and scream out "FUCK SHE CAN BE INFURIATING!!!!"..
grrrr
*kicks my desk again*..
today i had my orientation thingy at the hospital...we were went all through grad year stuff..and contracts and what not..and we were given the option to work part time (8 shifts a fortnite) of full time (10 shifts)..i had originally wanted to do 8 shifts...but when i heard about all the perks of going full time, i opted for that..
so anyway..
i came home all excited and emailed the grr...only to have to deal with nothing but guilt and negativity from her...
*pulling my hair out*..
the one time in a long time, i just wanna be excited for actually accomplishing something, and she has to bring me crashing down to earth in the worst possible way...
when i told her it's all good, cuz i'd still get to spend at least 4 days a fortnite with her, her response was
hardly worth it is it
Sam says:
coming all the way back for a couple of days
so i tried staying all calm and composed and reminded her that it'll be ok because i really would be spending all of my spare time home in melbourne with her, she added
some relationship
Sam says:
you get more excited about having 10 days away from me instead of 8.. how is that a good thing????????????
*kicking my poor desk for the umteenth time*
why can't she just be exctied for me...or at very least, pretend to be??..
could she really have forgotten how hard i've worked over the last 4 years to achieve this??
anyway...i'm gonna go sulk now...
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jul 2 - fuckers
jun 13 - bored
may 11 - GAMSAT
april 20 - adios
apr 13 - babble