**WARNING - babble alert**

my hands are so fucking dry...and i'm not even on clincals (on clinicals, the lil OCD-freak in me washes my hands every 15.7seconds - thus, drying them out something chronic)..
they're all yukky and flaky and cruddy, especially around the nail beds, and no amount of nutrimetics hand cream is softening the fuckers up..
aaaagggghhhh...some friends would have me believe that if i used my hands a lil more in the bedroom, then i wouldn't have this problem...but yeah...maybe i don't want to subject the grrl to my creepy lil hands scraping along her body..
ok, so maybe my hands aren't really that dry..but they're stressing me out..

so while i'm on the grrl/hands/bedroom topic, i gotta say, i've been thinking alot about sex lately.
actually, i've been downright obsessing about it..
not that it's an issue, but i can't remember the last time the grrl and i actually had a romp around the bedroom. not that i'm freaking out about what seems like a lack of sex, but i am freaking out that i can't actually remember the last time..
but i dont wanna obsess on the last time...in fact, i wanna start focusing on the next time..
not even sex, really..i just want more holding and touching and feeling and playing..and i want to know that if i do wanna stick my hands/head between her legs, then i can..know what i mean??

anyway, i have thought a lot on this topic...but really, most of it i should keep outta this diary *blushing*...don't want y'all thinking i'm a dirty lil pervert

now i gotta get ready for the tegan and sara gig..*excited*

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