so the monash interview went well..surprisingly well..and, well, maybe it wouldn't be such a bad thing if i ended up doing my grad year there, afterall..
although, as the days go by i get more and more set on going to forensicare - even though a big part of me knows it's not gonna happen...but a girl can dream...

so i've been back at mum's since yesterday...mum, pog and i met up on the highway after my monash interview and all had lunch together. although it'd only been a few days since i left the valley for melbourne, it seemed like forever since i saw them...
it's been a nice trip..and if it wasn't for the fact that i was missin the grrl like crazy, i'd prolly stay up here.
mum and i spent most of the day together..we had our cars serviced, went shopping, had lunch, visited linda, went shopping again, and spent lotsa money..it was good, and not just because she was spoiling me silly, but because we were really enjoying our time together..
my next clinical placement is up here (at the mens prison) and mum is so excited, because, apart from the weekends, it means that i'm up here for almost 2 whole weeks..
she's loving the thought of that..

so today we went out and got pog his very own mobile phone...he has been such a good kid lately, and both mum and i were thinking of how we could reward him in some way..and seeings as he just loves playing with our phones, we thought we'd get him one of his own. he's 9 now, so it's kinda important that he learn the importance of keeping in touch...even if none of his friends have a phone of their own. his phone came with $40 credit, and mumm and i both told him that $40 is his monthly limit, and if he wastes it all in one day then that's his fault. hell, i hardly spend $40 a month on my phone, so i dont see why a 9 year old should. but anyway...i digress..

so i'm heading back to melbourne tomorrow to see the grrl and to head out with cheeks to the tegan and sara show...yayayayay...i only wish that the grrl could come along as well.. while these last few weeks have been good knowing that we're heading back on track, it's just felt like we haven't spent any time together as a couple..and while that's not always a bad thing, at the moment, i'm just REALLY craving something...i say something, because i dont exactly know what it is..it's not sex..and it's not intimacy..it's not..actually...i dont really know what it is or isn't that i'm craving - only that i'm definately feeling the need for something..

now if only i knew exactly what it was..



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