today was a much better day than yesterday..

after the email kafuffle, we sat down and spent some quality time together. i think maybe we both knew we were in the wrong, and rather than try and excuse ourselves and our behaviour, we just relaxed together.
and it was beautiful.
times like last nite, and today, make all the shit of the last few weeks worthwhile..*smiling*

i did a lot of thinking on my drive from sam's back to mum's today..about her and i and our relationship..and our history..and our future...the whole kit and kaboodle..and i really want us to work..
i do..
i must...because if i didn't...i wouldn't stay..
i'd run toto, run..

but i don't run..

and lots of people wonder why..and it's because, despite the shit that sometimes happens, i love her..

and (i'd like to hope) she loves me, too..

we have a lot of stuff to work out, though...a lot...but i'm sure we'll sort through i somehow..



now if only this ex would crawl back into the hole she came out of...

but more on that some other time.



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