it feels like forever since i last added an entry, although it was only yesterday..
it's been a long few days, and i'm so exhausted *yawns*...but thankfully i only have 1.5 days of clinicals left..YAY..

now i'm going to tempt fate and say that everything here with the grrl is running smoothly...i wouldn't say excellent (at least not just yet)...but smooth is a good place to start. we went out to her sisters tonite and had some take away dinner with her family. it was nice..and i felt great knowing they were seeing the grrl and i together and happy...it worrys me that they might think i dont deserve to be with her and whatnot...but yeah...it was good.
the grrl's out at netball at the moment..i had thought about going with her, but it's a 10:15pm game, and i don't think i'd survive that long. besides, i wanna get to sleep before midnight. i didn't doze off until about 1 this morning, and was up at 5:30..so yeah...that doesn't help my exhaustion.

i had planned on going to bed a while ago, but the house is still kinda a mess from the weekend. most of my stuff is still sitting in the lounge room, but at least everything's neater now. and i wont feel so bad knowing that most of it will still be sitting there until i get back from after uni on tuesday night..so yeah..

speaking of a mess...i still have all the pieces of cards that i tore up on her. as soon as i have an hour to myself, i will tape each and every single one back together...for her...
i'm still so ashamed about doing that..
i don't think i've ever done something so horrid to someone..but yeah *sighs*...i will attempt to fix them all...or i will go out and find all the exact same cards again and re-write them...
either way, she will get her cards back..i swear on that..

this whole card issue is making me feel so bad tho..

i'm a cunt and i dont know how she forgave me..

but i'm glad she did..



anyway...i'm wrecked and can hardly keep my eyes open. i just thought i'd update for those who are interested..

nitey nite..



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