it's 8:38pm..i got home from uni at about 2pm, and i've only just finished my homework..*yawn*..my god...who'd have thought that i'd have so much to do on the first day. but i am glad that i have something to occupy my mind...something worthwile enough to actually keep me from my grrl..god i miss her.
there is this grrl at uni who lives right around the corner from the grrl and i, and she drives to and from uni every day. today she told me "if you ever want a lift back home, just ask..and i can bring you back to uni the following morning"....it was so tempting to go back to melbourne with her this afternoon..tempting tempting tempting...but if i don't at least stay up here for the first week, what hope do i have for the rest of the semester??

mmmmm...but god i really do wish i'd gone..
i'm still feeling silly about yesterday...about how i turned a totally innocent situation into something bigger than it could have ever been...i've got to stop worrying that the grrl is paranoid about alison and i...i've just got to stop worrying, period
i read somewhere today that "crushes are for soda cans.. real love belongs in a brown paper bag"...and it's true...crushes are for cans...not for someone like me...


anyway..must stop thinking of the grrl, and how much i miss her..coz it makes the time drag like a muthafucka..

right now i'm thinking that...having those 3 cobs of corn for lunch wasn't such a good idea..
"greed, dannii...greed"....*fart*...and now they're coming back to bite me in the ass...


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