i have my science exam tomorrow (the one i've been dreading all semester) and i haven't even studied one iota today *sigh*..i think i am setting myself up to fail in the hope that i'll have a few more weeeks for a re-sit. but really, all i need is a 50% pass...an even 50% on this exam will give me overall 60% and i'll be happy..
but just between us - i wouldn't be surprised if i failed.
yes, i know that i say this before every single exam..but this time i mean it. i have hardly understood anything all semester, and i doubt that that's going to change overnight.
at least if i do fail, i can do a re-sit..and i am very relaxed knowing that i have that safety net.
but yeah..
i can't fucking wait for all this stuff to be over....after thursday, i will be one very happy and relaxed little dyke.
at least, until my clinicals begin. ugh..i always dread my clinicals - but end up loving them once they start.
it's been so long since i've been on a ward that i'm a bit worried that i'll have forgotten everything i learned during my first 2 years and look like a complete ass. afterall, it's been over a year since i was last in a medical/surgical ward, and thats enough time to forget anything..but i doubt it'll take me long to get into the swing of things..
so today mum and i went house hunting. i have been telling her how i wanna buy a house once i start working, so today i showed her the house i wanted to buy. and she fell in love with it. so if all things go well, she'll be selling this one and buying the other one. it's about an hour from here (and an hour outta melbourne) so it'll be much better for her being so much closer to all of her friends. i can tell she's just so lonely up here, and she's been spending so much time in melbourne it makes sense to move closer. none of us (rob included) wanna live in the city..so yeah..*fingers crossed* lets just hope this really happens. although, the thought of actually leaving this place kinda saddens me. i've lived in the valley for the last 7 years (almost) and while it's not exactly been utopia, i've got some fond memories of the place...but i also think that the move will be good for mum and rob. although, rob is worried that if we move away from this place, then dad's spirit will never be able to find us...it makes me cry when he says that...but i guess it's a fair thing for a child to worry about.
anyway, i should go to bed...get some sleep before getting up and cramming 4 months worth of classes into 3 hours
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