well, after all the shit that happened on the weekend, last nite curled up watching tv with the grrl was a nice change...we talked...we laughed...we even wrestled and compared farts...we laughed some more..and then we went to bed together and i fell asleep cuddling her..
i thought tonight was going to be the same..well, it was, pretty much..it was almost the same..but then i called kater and found out that instead of heading up to canberra on friday, we're leaving tomorrow...
ok..so sam had taken tomorrow off of work to spend the day with me before i head off for the weekend...
ok...so i'd also told her that i wouldn't be leaving until friday morning...but now..now she's pissy and upset and ignoring me and treating me as if i deliberately changed the plans and cut short our day together tomorrow..

i am not the only one going on this trip...in fact, there are 4 of us, and all the decisions are up to kater and ant. if they wanna leave tomorrow, we leave tomorrow - who am i to complain? i'm just along for the ride.

but sam, damn, she's treating me as if i'm the biggest cunt on the planet and i'm deliberately running away from her..
personally, you'd think that if tonite is our last nite together until monday nite (or tuesday, dependig on when i get back to melbourne) then she'd want to spend it with me, the 2 of us wrapped up together on the couch watching tv until Angel comes on..but no..not us..
instead, i'm clicking away writing in some stupid diary that doesn't really matter..and she's in the bedroom doing god only knows what..

oh well...at least we had a great nite together last nite..that's all that really matters..

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