last nite was a long nite.. it was a good nite, just very long. i had forgotten just how long it takes for time to pass when the grrl isn't by my side *sigh*.. i tried to have fun, but it was just really hard to smile knowing that she was at home, feeling down, and most likely *not smiling*...i did try tho..i had a few drinks...had a few chats...but deep down, i felt like fucking shit.
i still feel like shit..so much so, i can't even be bothered writing.