*smiling*
so yeah..i decided to bring back the little imood dude just to reiterate how much better i feel today as opposed to yesterday. i am just sooo inlove with sam.
i just love her so much that i literally tingle when i think about her. [pft..i don't really care how pathetic that sounds..hehehe]

well last nite she decided not to go home, rather to come over here and spend last night with me. so she came by kater's to pick me up and we went home to bed, ate our take-away vietnamese and snuggled..it was great to just lay there in bed with her just watching TV and fooling around.
After yesterday and all of our crazy e-mails, it was relieving to know that everything was still ok with us, and that life was going to go along as fantastically as it has for the last 4 months.
yesterday i was pretty scared that i was actually going to lose sam. well not lose her then and there, but rather i was thinking about things that could happen in the not-too-distant-future that would push us apart - afterall, we haven't really been together that long, and i was worried that the bonds between us aren't as strong as i'd like to believe them to be.
but i don't normally think like that, in fact, i'd like to think that i'm normally a pretty positive person. but things with sam just feel so right and everything's so great that some little paranoid part deep within my mind has kicked into overdrive and now i'm thinking all of this silly shit that's just fucking with my head. or rather, i should say i was thinking silly shit. after curling up with sam last nite i decided that i'm going to do whatever i can to squish this paranoia, and just keep positive and focus on all of the good things about sam and i. afterall, the good between us definately outweighs the not-so-good.

so yeah..there ya have it.

-dannii
..who truely believes she waffles too much

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