i just sat and clicked the random entry link on my diary 20 times...and in 17 of them i was bitching and whinging about the grrl and i..*sigh*...all 17 of them were from various times over the last 18 months...and after readig all 17 entries i had visions of the event i was writing about..
is 17 such a big number??
maybe 17 wouldn't seem so bad had i clicked random 50 times...or...had i clicked 50 times the number 17 may have increased to 43..*more sighs*..
it's fucked how loving someone so much can sometimes be so bad..
fucked i tell ya, f-u-c-k-e-d...

but it wasn't all bad...two of the entries were very nice...one was THIS one..and the other was THIS...
i just wish that in the last 23 months...we had more good memories and not so many bad ones...

i dunno..i think i just need a good..long...hard...sleep...



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