i've had absolutely no motivation to do anything today...which, even for me, is weird...

sure, i spend lots of time just lazing around the house of a day - but normally i'll potter around and clean, and do some laundry, and read, and get some uni stuff out of the way. but today, i haven't really done anything..

so now it's beginning to think as if spring has finally sprung. despite how wet and awful it was yesterday (mind you, it was supposed to be 27), today was quite warm and humid. and i'm thinking if it's going to be like this at the end of september, then summer is going to be a real fuck..
i love summer..don't get me wrong...cuz i get to do stuff i normally wouldn't do (go to the beach..roll around nekkid *laughs*)...but i hate the stench and stickyness of it all.
hopfully in a few weeks the grrl is going to go get an airconditioner..yay..so that'll make it a bit more enjoyable.

so yeah...i was planning on wrapping up my rural health assignment today, but that plan kinda rolled over and died. and tomorrow's out because i have to head back to the valley with mum for the day...so it looks like (yet again) i'm going to have to pull an all-nighter and hand in a rushed effort. mind you, i really don't give a toss anymore. i just want it all to be over so that i can graduate and register and work..

i called my clinical educator from my prison placement this morning, and she told me that she'd be more than happy to give me a reference. d'oh! if only i had thought of her earlier on when i really needed some kick-ass referee's for my forensicare application..oh well..speaking of forensicare - this time next month i'll know whether or not i got accepted. i really hope i do...because i'm seriously considering becoming a jail bitch if i dont. mind you, both monash and the austin (the other hospitals i applied to) are fantastic hospitals - but they're just not the kinda places that i can picture myself being happy. although, it's only a 52week contract that i have to sign...and 52 weeks really isn't that long in the whole scheme of things. but then i think of how just 4 weeks at monash nearly killed me...so yeah...who knows..

hopefully i'll get into forensicare and won't even have to consider any of these other options..

anyway, i should go get my ass into gear and get this assignment out of the way..



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