Aquarius Daily Horoscope
by Astrology.com
"You may be faced with a tough decision now -- caught between two dates. Oh, sure, it's going to be awful, but don't be mad if your pals aren't all that sad for you. Must be nice!"

even if it is a litle off track (i'm not caught between 2 dates)...this does kinda hit a nerve with me...

my head is in one place..and my heart is in the other...and no matter what i do at the moment, i feel it will surely be the wrong choice...

it's all very fucked, indeed...

i heard from sambo this morning...all is good in her world, and without really having any details, her and her girl are back together...
i'm glad about that...i truely am...but my head is still in a fucked up place..
more so, because i'm kinda freaked out that this whole situation freaked me out in the first place..
comprende?..
dont worry if you don't...cuz either do i.

my night in melbourne last night was fun...i went down there and met up with cat, linnie, janine and my mother. we all went out to dinner and it was nice...crazy, but nice...
i love hanging out with linnie and janine...after dinner cat went off to a work function so linnie, nene and i went to the glassy...it sucked ass, and i spent most of the night with one eye on the door...so we left and ended up people watching in st kilda.

afterwards, cat and i met back up and had a bit of a D&M...i dont think i made any sense whatsoever..

..which is still kinda fucked..

for someone that likes to think she's pretty well adjusted, i do have some totally fucked-up moments. this is one of them.



mroe on this later...





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