she's got her office christmas party this afternoon...and apparently it's going to be too much of an effort for her to come home either early and/or sober enough for us to discuss anything...i'm certainly not going to sit and wait around for her to be ready to talk to me...i'm sick of always being the one to run to her like some kind of obedient little puppy dog..
..this time, i will NOT be sitting around, waiting, for her to decide she wants to talk...because this time i will not be waiting at all..