last week...when i went to mum's for the day and got caught up there for the nite, i had the weirdest feeling..a feeling that the grrl was going to meet up or spend time with the skank whore..
but then i thought "nah..dannii you're being paranoid...she knows how you feel about that"....and i pushed it aside...for an hour or so...and then it reared it's ugly head again..and again...and again...until i actually spoke to the grrl and asked her if she had any plans for the nite (seeings as her nite was free cuz i was away)..
"no", she told me.."i'm going to bed"..and that was that..
or so i thought..
all the following day, especially during my trip home, i had this *sense*..that she'd seen skank...and i even hinted at it in an email..
the email was ignored..
so i let it go..

tonite, i found out that she had spent a few hours with skank..and skank even gave her some stupid super-hero gift..

bah..i have more to write but we just had a fight and now i am crying..
she has no idea how much the thought of skank gets to me...so i'm going to go home to mums...fuck sam..and fuck the skank to.
i promised myself once i would leave before i let this happen again...and i guess this is my chance.

fuck her and her insecurities..


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