i will try to make this as quick and painless as i can..

it's finaly over..

as of about 4pm this afternoon, the grrl and i are no more..
it's for the better, really..
i have been reading back through my entries in here and my other diary, and it's been obvious for a while that we have too much going against us to make it work..

and i'm exhausted..

i never ever thought i would give up on her..but i've thrown in the towel..and so has she...so it's probably all for the best. not that it doesn't hurt, but i know there is a light at the end of this tunnel, but until i find it i will not give in and wallow in the darkness..

besides, i'm surrounded by good people, and that always makes it easier.
she wanted me to leave (demanded, more like it)..so i left. took as much as i could at the time, but will go back for the rest tomorrow.
i will not go back this time.

i swore that last time, and i went back..
but there will be no second round.

so yeah..

but i guess it was good while it lasted..

and not exactly how i'd imagined ending the last 12months..

but that's all i have to say on that topic..



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