dannii
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march 26 - fate [2002-03-26 @ 12:57 a.m.]
listening to: - the sound of the rain falling on my window.
well, i'm back at the folks place, and true to form i can't seem to sleep. mind you, sam and i were both up at 5 this morning so that i could be on a 7am train outta clayton. let me just ask this why one earth do people get up that early EVERY morning????? - are the insane??? it was a beautiful morning tho..all cold, dark and wet..there was so much lightening that on out way to clayton the entire city was lit up. it was awsome..even strangely romantic. not much has changed tho - it's now 1am and 20 hours later it's still cold, dark and wet - and the sky is still being lit up by the lightening. i went to bed before, for a little nap, and was woken up by a stray SMS. i think if my phone hadn't have beeped then i would have quite easily still been sleeping. mmmm...sleep. i had a funny feeling that once i got back here to the valley that my sleep routine was going to be shot to hell *sigh*. i had such the best few nights sleep while i was down in melbourne with sam, so hopefully they'll hold me over until thursday night until we're together again.wooohoooo because of the easter break we're gonna see each other on thursday instead of having to wait until saturday. which is great, because i don't think i could handle another week like last week. but it has to be said - so yeah..this morning my train that was supposed to arrive at 8:50am didn't get into morwell until about 9:30. for some reason we sat outside of moe station waiting for some signal to let us pass..psst boy was i not a happy camper, coz i thought kater was waiting for me. it turned out ok, tho, coz she over slept and wasn't waiting for me, afterall. so while i was waiting for kater to get ready and dressed and come into morwell to get me, i called linda and asked her if i could crash at her house for a little while. i had visions of me curling up on her couch and catching up on some sleep, but she had other ideas and dragged me off to traralgon to do some stuff. i don't mind hanging out with linnie and doing stuff like that with her, but it's just so weird these days - especially since nikki says maybe only 5 words to me. she's obviously got some kind of issue, but i can't say i really care. i tried being nice, but at the end of it all i just think "fuck it - just be pleasant for linda's sake". but it's not just me. kater said that on the way to pick me up she pulled over and had a yak to linnie, and nikki wouldn't even look at them. so once kater and ant finally came around and rescued me, we went to katers new place and unpacked and cleaned up and stuff. unfortnately, about 1pm i just ran outta steam. but i miss sam.. GOD do i miss her... the last 2 days were some fantastically wonderful - it's hard to imagine that we ever get niggly with each other and fight *sigh* i am just so crazy in love with her. i am. i admit it. she is the most adoring, wonderful woman in my life and i hope that there's not a day that goes by that i don't appreciate her and show her how much i love her. i sometimes think that i'm lucky to have met her and have her in my life...but lucky is $10 million falling from the sky into the backyard...so now i just think that what we have is fate jul 2 - fuckers jun 13 - bored may 11 - GAMSAT april 20 - adios apr 13 - babble |