october 28 - not so disastrous.... [2001-10-28 @ 11:38 p.m.]
well thankfully...friday nite's date with the girl wasn't as disastrous as the previous one..
in fact..all things in the *girl* department are pretty good...it's just everything else that isn't so rosey
although i had a GREAT time with the girl this weekend, i kinda was an asshole and sorta pushed kater aside.
ok...well i was more than an asshole, i was a cunt...and i did more than push kater aside - i downright disappointed her *shaking my head*
kater is the one person on the planet who's opinion of me actually counts..and i can't have her pissed at me. let anyone else be cranky with me, just not kate. i know friends should always come first...and, well, they do...but this weekend i just let go and chose someone over my mate.
it's not so much that i chose the girl over kate...it's that i didn't let kater now prior to her and i actually making arrangements that i wanted to do something else..
but enough of that...i feel like enough of a bitch as it is.