it's not very often that i deal with feeling mistrust...so when it rears it's ugly little head, i dont really know how to deal with it.
lately i've been getting bad vibes from someone.
really bad..
someone that i know and love (in a sense). someone that i used to trust completely now.

now i dont know what to think or how to feel - other than i should watch my back.
and that frightens me.
not because i do not like having to watch my back, but rather because i am normaly right when it comes to these things, and i do not know what to expect.

it worries me that i feel this way. it worries me that i might be right. and what compounds all the worrying is that even the stars seem to agree :- "The authority figure you were sure was working against you? Who seemed to have an awful lot of secrets up their sleeve? You're about to see exactly what they were hiding. Bet you won't be mad. Surprised, maybe, but not mad"
*sighs*
i hope i'm wrong though...and all this is just some kind of irrational paranoia.

is saddens me that my admiration and respect for someone could come crashing so quicky down to earth.
very much so.

i hope that i'm wrong about all this...but i just can't shake the feeling that i am oh-so-very right..



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