on a much more positive note...ani really did rock..
it was a totally acoustic show..which, i'm normally not too fond off...but in ani's case it was awsome. she played a lot of new stuff that she'd written over the last few months..as well as some new poems.. i dunno if sam enjoyed herself...cuz she spent most of the show looking like she was totally bored...but i dont care because i was in heaven...totally surrounded by lesbians, and watching ani *eyebrow waggle*
afterwards i was supposed to meet up with some chick i had been chatting with online for the last year or so, but i truely wasn't up for it so i turned my phone off so that she couldn't contact me...rude, i know...but i am so over people at the moment...so many of them are just oxygen theives.. but...bygones.
i really have to get out of this bad headspace i'm in at the moment...i am so anti-everyone, that it's probably bordering on destructive...i just have such little faith in people thesedays...and seem to be constantly waiting for them to disappoint me...which is a pretty fucked up way to think...but i can't seem to get past it...