my god..things are so goddamned perfect right now that it's almost scary!
*laughing*..
these last few days with the grrl have just been pure bliss. so much so, that is was such a shame that i had to come back to gippsland. but mum needed me, and at the moment, i really don't want to push anything or piss anyone off in case karma comes and bites me in the ass and everything with sam and i falls apart again.
and i soooo don't want that to happen ever again ever EVER EVER..everything has just been so wonderful - that no words could do it justice..*smiling*..and i am so deliriously happy..

yesterday we actually got out of bed and went into the city for pride march..we caught up with a friend of ours and just had a fantastic day out together..it felt like the first time in a very long time since sam and i had gone out and just been so happy and relaxed and in love..yup..my god..i feel like i am a love sick puppy all over again, and that feeling is just amazing. i mean, don't get me wrong, i never stopped loving sam with all the shit that was going on, but now, it's like its all new and fresh and wonderfully special..i really do feel like a school girl with a crush *giggling*..

i'm so glad that after the last insane 31days that january had to offer, that the grrl and i decided to give it one more chance. it wasn't a case of either one of us crawling back to the other, or anything like that...rather it was a mutual decision that we came to, once we realized that we really couldn't live without each other..
pathetic, i know..but very, very true..

so yeah..that's my babble for the week..although, i'm sure i'll write more later.

and hedge - keep in mind, than australia is not all that far from new zealand *hugs*..i hope that everything over there clears up for you soon...

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